Friday, July 24, 2009
Today is one of the happiest days in my life! I PASSED MY DRIVING. YEAHH. haha damn happy lar. spend $1.2k which is quite cheap i tink. thanks to my instructor, parents, frends who wished me good luck, the nice weather, the gods i prayed to (it works.haha) and the tester who gave me lots of encouragement and let me passed!
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Tuesday, June 23, 2009
He finally passed away peacefully on 22 June 2009. Tml is the cremation. i dont know how everyone is going to take it. esp my mum. she cried so much even when seeing him in the coffin. i hate departures. but thats part of life. i keep telling myself he had suffered enough and he's very fortunate to have live till now with great grandchildren by his side. But tears still flow. i dont remember much of my childhood but the memory of him getting a stroke when i was in kindergarden is still fresh in my mind. Him slowly recovering from his stroke and then getting worst with more implications. I hope my grandmother can cope with it well and i believe she can do it with the help she's receiving from the church people.
Had gastric flu for the past 3 days. the pain is unbearable and the medicine is not working. but still i survived staying up whole night yest to look after the funeral place. Only had 3 hours of sleep today and im leaving soon as uni frends are on the way.. touched that they make the effort to come all the way from sch.
This is the first funeral that i have experienced of my loved ones and I hope we can all become stronger after this.
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Wednesday, June 10, 2009
urghh..feeling really guilty right now. cant believe that i got mixed up of the date of my driving lesson!
the whole thing is really stupid..since i have quite a few tuitions now, i decided to write on my black board for the whole week which are days that i would be having tuition and driving lesson. so on sat, i dunoe why i went to wrote down that tml would be the driving lesson which in fact is today!
urghh.. for the past few days, im like 'thurs theres driving, thurs theres driving'. so when my driving instructor called at 7pm juz now..im really stunned. he waited for me for half an hr..haiz..feel really stupid and guilty about the whole thing. actually the appointment card he gave me did indicate that there would be penalty for last minute cancellation which is the fee for whole lesson..he didnt mention it lar but still i feel damn bad..=(
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Wednesday, June 03, 2009
went to visit my ahgong last sun. lots of security checks before we can go in and its really strictly 2 person at one go. so only get to see him for 15mins juz in case some relatives are trying to visit him since there are only 2 passes for visiting. thou im wearing the stupid mask but still i tink i caught a flu from there.
running nose was really bad yest so i went to polyclinic today. stepped into the main door and being stopped coz i got flu symptoms. haf to sit at the main door there for registration and wear the mask again. proceed to take the lift that is only for fever patients and then to the waiting area that is only for fever patients.
my queue number is F061. i tink the F stands for FEVER. feel damn sad lar. like some infectious patient lidat. doc gave me 2days of mc without even asking me if i need any. medicine collection and payment is done at that same area. the whole thing takes less than one hr which is a rare case for polyclinic. haha.
but the medicine dun really seem to work on me. nose is still leaking and throat is as pain. haiz. still tinking whether i shld go sch tml but i have already pack my bag and iron my clothes.
anyway heard from hp that she got acid burn. so scary...the whole thing is she's wearing 2 layers (labcoat and jeans) but the acid still manage to cause a blister on her thigh.
tink i should start saving for an insurance soon. haha.
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Thursday, May 21, 2009
1hr and 50mins
i dunnoe why im counting dw but i juz cant help it. uni frends are all saying that they are not checking. who knows they might be camping in front of the comp at 11:55am.
urghh i have alot of scenarios in my head. scenarios with good results, okie results and bad results. coz i realli dunoe wat to expect. everytime i expect something good it sux and everytime i expect something bad its not so bad....
i hope i wun have a sleepless night. i hope i can do well. i hope my 2nd upper is still there for me.
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Monday, May 11, 2009
today is a super slack day! i really tink that im enjoying my 'no stress' life to the fullest. =)
Woke up at 10am by the construction noise beside my house. An Indian family is moving in.. hope they wont be as hostile as the previous one. Anyway have not slept until 10am for very long time. even past few weeks after exam i usually wake up at 8plus which i tink is a healthier lifestyle.haha. went to crystal jade at tm with family for post mother's day celebration. korkor treated us and the bill comes up to $100++! damn ex thou its juz a dimsum lunch..partly due to the 'pattaya shark's fin' that we ordered which make us really thirsty after that but the rest of the food is yummy! Then went charles & keith again to look at this pair of black pumps that i really liked but it was on sale and theres only size 36. =( feel like buying from c&k again ever since i saw aw wearing them n saying that its very comfortable but when i finally found one i really like theres not stock!!!
went town with hl last sat to buy hp's bday present. only the two of us went since the rest are like super 'busy'. anw, lesser ppl, shorter time for decision making! bought for her a nice greyish bag from far east and a water bottle she requested for. now almost all of us have the nike water bottle! also feel like buying a greyish bag for myself. abit sick of carrying brown n black bags but it takes alot of effort to find a nice one!
meeting sy this thurs~~im so looking forward to it. hope u dun find a job so soon n hope my mentor dont last minute chu pattern! also u have to show me the depressed expression after your exam and tell me more about fff.
tml's shift is 1-3pm. yeah! anyway ma u sound so sporty recently on your watever swimming n running which makes me feel so guilty that i also want to go for a run tml. i hope i have the motivation like u lorr..but as to how long i can run is another thing lar..haha!
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Friday, May 08, 2009
today is a super shitty day for me!! urghhh.. k let me complain all i want first.
was supposed to have driving at 4:30pm today. At 2.30pm, i saw hp n hl in the lab and i chatted with them until 3pm.. decided to go first and not wait for my partner (a guy called yw) coz he dunoe disappeared to where. saw him in the lift and at the same time discovered that my phone auto shut off thou theres still 2 bars of battery. i thot he's going off soon so i waited for him upstairs. waited for 5mins he still not back and i decided to go. reached the bustop and it is 3:25pm. started to panic coz the bustop is empty and i dun tink i can reach cdc in 1hr. but still i want to try my luck and at the same time on n off my phone again n again.
bus took another 10 mins to come and by the time i reach pioneer mrt, its 3:45pm. train just left and another 6more mins to next train. damn suay. at 4:25pm im still at aljunied. Decided to act smart and get off at paya lebar to get a cab but discover that its undergoing some major construction and i walked n walked n walked. finally theres a cab and it stopped quite a dist in front of me, i ran and get into the cab. after i said eunos cdc the bloody cab driver ask me to get out of the cab!!!!!!!! its already 4:35pm. no choice i walk again without any sense of direction lk a lost child. then one cab stop in front of me n say 'ang mo kio'. in the end the cab driver is still kind enuf to drive me there but the traffic light is turning red everytime i reach a junction. at 4:45pm reach my destination.
saw the car but my instructor was nowwhere to be seen. walk again and hes right in front chatting with his frends happily. walk back to his car slowly n slowly hand me the key. teach me half an hr of parallel parking which i totally sucks at it. turn my head until i feel like vomitting out my mr bean pancake. luckily that was my light lunch . lesson ended 5 mins earlier. i feel cheated for the $42 bucks i paid today. reach home, charge my phone n it can on again. complained to papa n mama and kana scolded by mama. how great. urghhhhhhhhhhhhh. i hope i have used up all my suayness today =(
Summer research so far has been good. but im still as tired. even more tired than normal lesson coz i actually can sleep on the train for the past few days. maybe im really growing old. Anyway tink this slack schedule wun last very long. urghhh i cant imagine when its back to 9am to 5pm. Borrowed 2 storybooks 'P.S i love u' and 'Rachel's Holiday',at least my 2hrs on the train has become more useful!. learning how to use a new instrument called ICP. was in different grp as hp n hl as the lecturer wanted 2 in a grp but my partner is not bad too.
life wo having to study for exam is really good. for once i enjoyed it. even though i have to go sch everyday but at least when im damn tired i dun haf to worry about quizzes, lab report, tutorials etcc.. if only my summer research pays me then life would be even better!
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;
