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two more papers to go..im so tired already. studying continuously for 3 weeks is no joke. Anyway, teresa, dont be too upset over your assignment. one thing we must understand when we come to uni is not to compare. if we keep comparing poly and now, its a big difference. so no point thinking again and again about the failure. it only makes you more upset thats all. Remember to talk to your lecturer, understand what's really the thing that they want. One failure doesnt mean that you will fail the course, it will make you realise where you had gone wrong and improve on it. remember not to give up easily okae!

had not been studying much of my maths from morning till now. too tired from yesterday's everything. bio paper is a killer. the shopping is tiring. haha. I bought foundation from ettusais. it sounds good with the oil control stuff and whatever natural pink. i just hope i will use it often. and i bought annasui lipgloss! teresa u muz be damn shocked why i bought so much makeup stuff rite. im also shocked by myself wanting to buy. Anyway, sy and her frend bought so much more. im juz so amazed how you all can spend on cosmetics. that's the wonders of having a job.

5 more days to end of exam. i cant wait for it to be over. there's already so much things lining up for me to do. next wed hl and hp will be coming to my hall to stay. thurs i will be moving out of hall. fri i will be treating papa to a meal. sunday i will be going rebonding. i want my exams to finish!!!

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finally astronomy paper is finished. had such a hard time studying it. who cares about how moon is formed, how the sun is formed, how stars are formed . oh yar. we humans are all made of star stuff! there's also this thing call black hole which will suck things and can never return. how interesting. but until now i still dont know how to look at constellations. my bro was telling me to teach him so he can go and 'sian char bo'. haha.

okie. i sure forget all these now and concentrate on my bio paper on thurs. actually supposed to stay in hall to study for the next 2 days but here im back home again. reason? it's not so stressful to study at home. haha.
im getting so sick with all these studying. my hall neighbours ended their exams today and are already moving out.

i still have to wait until next wed!! urgh.. it's good that the papers are all spread out but it's so tiring to study 3 weeks for exams! people are all enjoying while i still have 3 more papers left. and the worst thing is yesterday i had dreams on doing astro exams. why do i keep dreaming about exams? its so irritating. even my sleep also have to be interrupted by exams. my whole life consists of nothing but exams. im so stressed!!

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i was just saying in my tagboard that i couldnt sign in blogger and the next moment i was being sign in! yeah! my house comp is not so lousy afterall. Anyway the last few days were spent studying, studying and studying. im like a studying machine.

yesterday's inorganic chem paper was quite tough. of course some ppl would think that it's easy but some would think that its difficult. i just hope that i can do well for this as it's the only paper that could pull up my gpa. I think im too stressed up over this paper. i couldnt sleep the night before and just keep dreaming on doing those questions. it was terrible. one paper down. four more to go. the next paper is astronomy on monday. more studying~~

Talked to adelia yesterday on msn. dont be too sad about your mummy going home. u all are really going melbourne! i also want to go~~~ Tell me more about it when it's confirmed okie!
i guess i have to start finding a job soon.i want money!!

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today is a shopping day! i bought a pair of ribbon heels from u.r.s. not very high coz i really cant walk with high heels.my mummy say its nice! then she ask me why i dont get a pair for her as well. pls lor. she thinks im that rich.haha. i bought this crystal mask which i used just now. not very user friendly as i had to lie completely straight on my bed if not the mask will just slip. oh yar ma, if you havent use it, be careful when u take out the mask coz there's lots of water inside. it just all pour onto my table when i took it out just now. my calculus testbook was just beside it. i almost fainted.anyway its cheap so nvm lar.

sy also bought lots of stuff. finally we break our curse of not buying anything when we go out together. haha. we ate nydc too! yummy! had not eaten it for so long. the new york cheesecake and booboo cake is the best! okie ma i know i still owe u ben&jerry. we will have it the next time we go out okie! and go eat the japanese fish too.haha. its so good to get away from all the books and go shopping. but today is the last day of all this enjoying. it's quite rare for me to spend money and feel happy.haha. mummy is nagging me again for not studying for the second time of the day coz i ask her to wake mi up tml morning to watch amazing race.haha. why am i so relax? can someone just tell me to stop dreaming and start studying!

oh yar. teresa! i bought your u.r.s shell slipper already! happy? u want the white wan rite? haha. kidding lar. i bought the brown wan for you. Do you want me to mail over for you? anyway joyce is getting married with alex! they are having this church wedding and she invited me. she asked you to come along too but i told her u cannot make it. i promised her i would go but i dont know who else is going! she said that she will try to ask some ppl that i know to go. urgh. if nobody goes then i how?? haha.anyway thats like end of may so i will just wait and see.

a pict before we reached bedok. analysis of pict: both of us need rebonding.haha

okie back to my books.

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today is the last day of lesson for the whole semester! happy that there will be no more lessons but it also means that the exams are nearing. will only be going back to hall on next wed. so the rest of these few days have to be spent studying at home. hope i will be self disciplined coz time is running out!

Anyway went to haagen daz with mummy and papa today! we ate lots of icecream and its yummy! we ordered mango sorbet, choc and cookie, macademia nut and midnight cookies and cream! of course the best is the midnight cookies and cream. damn nice. but actually i still think ben&jerry is nicer. loved the whole chunk of choco inside.haha.

i also got my tuition fee today! its like finally. actually i dont really like the mother but for the sake of money i will just dont care! haha.

hm..seems like nothing much for me to blog. feel so sleepy but i had to wait for my hair to dry. so its either i surf the net or i read my astro notes. ya ma i know. im a studying freak.haha.

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had not been blogging for quite a few days. nothing much to blog anyway. just a stressful life which is finally over now - temporarily. its going to start again next thurs when the final exam began.

hm..was reading sy blog. makes mi reflect about myself too. sometimes i really do wonder what uni life is all about. so far i can say that its not about learning. its about results. you study for results. today's quiz is a very good example. Its a 10 qn mcq quiz with different versions so that ppl wun copy.but what do ppl do? they take one whole stack of qn paper so that they find the same qn paper with their frends and they can copy each others. Everyone's paper was flying around helping each other do. notes were taken out from the bag. the lecturer saw and said ' paper so easy you all also want to copy? dont lidat lar' and walk away. thats how the whole system works in uni. amazing.

anyway, i had pepper lunch with hl, hp and my roomie at imm. very nice! hp and hl said that they were very shocked that why i asked them out for dinner. haha.i also dunoe why. My roomie went for supper again. i didnt go. i tink im very antisocial. haha. but its okie. To tink about it, i will be staying here for less than a month. 3 weeks to be exact.

im finally going out on sunday with sy!! yeah.im so looking forward to it. haha. its like a kind of relax before battle begins. so ma, u better think of some exciting programs for me.haha. and..u sound so depressed in your blog. i tink tuition monster that nick suits u perfectly. can u juz stop taking in students? i know you need money desperately but there's a limit to no life and money.haha. i know im not very suitable to say u in my this super stressed state but at least mine only last for the most 3 weeks. yours will be like forever! so pls stop spending money using whatever way. there must be a way okie?

and teresa! i know life is quite bad over there now. but..i know you can make the best out of it. so dont keep thinking about coming home although i know u wont. you can surive all these i believe.

okie i reflected on my life and my frends. A quote heard from a lecturer :
'A life without reflection is the life of a dead person'.

im alive~

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my life is sickening.it just revolves around studying and doing reports. nuthing else. sy keep asking me can i just stop studying. i wish i could tell myself to do that. but consequences after that? mummy keep telling me that it will be over soon but there's one more month of suffering. i hate this period of the whole semester but i had to go through it 8 times. haha.

i had a long chat with teresa yesterday. told each other about our stressful lifestyle and the occasional bitching about the others. haha. your sg housemates really sux. i really still think that its them with disconnect our line. haha. anyway, enjoy your 2 weeks holidays with adelia and her mum okae. tell me all about the fun places u went! if it really sounds interesting then maybe i will consider to go over.haha. remember i told u qantas airline is cheap. okie not exactly very cheap but cheaper than sQ at least.

then sy call me about whatever rebonding..haha.cant believe u going for cheap rebonding! u sure the effect will be the same? anyway if its so cheap i dun mind. think it will be quite fun doing rebonding together.

there's no sch tml! yeah! i just have to keep thinking of happy things to keep myself going. i missed shopping, i missed watching movies, i missed chilling out at cafes, i missed clubbing. haha. okie im not a cheongster, teresa. oh yar, i found a better chinese word for clubs. 夜店。sounds better than your karaoke 酒廊？haha..okie it sound as bad. hm..back to reports..

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how i spent my good friday: left hall around 10am and went to tm as i heard that isetan is having sale. as usual, nothing much to buy from the sale. not actually a sale, most stuff are not having discounts, just offering freebies. for mango, you have to get 3 items to enjoy 20%. its stupid. anyway reached home, ate lunch with mummy and bro. yummy! then watch a vcd on korea which mummy borrowed from her frend who went korea. the teddy bear museum is so nice!! i wan to go~~ but the rest was like quite boring, looking at mountains and sea. after that, took a 2hrs nap and just eaten dinner. what a boring good friday.
after blogging, have to start studying, which is even worst. but most prob going to mahjong later when mummy comes back! so i better start studying soon. im so stressed out recently. one good example: yesterday i went out of hall, walked down until the 5th storey, then realised that i am wearing slippers. went back to change, then realised that i forgot to wear my watch. what's happening??
stay up until 2am yesterday night to do my report and print all the notes for next week mid term. one more report to do and 2 more midterms to clear next week. how do i survive next week??

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okie i am so pissed. but i wont blog about it coz it so childish. but still im pissed.
lesson learnt: helping may get a slap in return.

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okie..finally i got my laptop to blog about the last few days. Here it goes. On friday night, i meet sy and qj at clark quay mrt to go The Clinic. It seems like half the world is out pubbing. Since sy's frends reached clinic earlier, we had to wait outside for someone to bring us in. As expected, there were people sitting on those hospital beds and the blood drip by the side. But upon going in, the atmosphere is completely different. Just stunned by the dark surroundings and people dancing at the dancefloor. We were being led upstairs where sy frends were. There were no hospital beds nor blooddrip. We had vodka mixed which really taste odd. After the first drink, me, sy and qj went down to the dance floor. Not really dance just playing around. it was quite fun as its the first time and you can see funny people dancing. Anway the dancefloor was quite small and the music was quite sucky. So we went back, had more drinks, and luckily i was not drunk. it seems that being drunk is a very terrible feeling.haha.anyway we didnt really stayed very long and we had mac after that. Its quite an experience going thru all these and perhaps i would go again maybe another place. sy say st james is fun.haha. ask me out after my exams okie? or maybe not clubbing but pubbing instead coz there are like quite a few nice pubs at there. cant believe that the good me is saying all these. haha.

Only managed to take a pict of this from The Clinic.
okie teresa let me ans your qn. haha. i wore the forever21 red top with jeans and your ribbon earrings! i didnt tell my parents that i was going clubbing. but my papa called me at 4am asking me why i havent reach home. haha. he did try to ask me where i went the last 2 days but i didnt ans. i know he will freak out. But i told my mummy and she's not very happy about it either. She tinks its dangerous but she didnt really say anything much more.

haiz. im so stressed out by my two midterms this week. i dont know how im going to survive. i just hope it will pass by quickly. and very unluckily, my tab button on my laptop is spoiled and i only bought this laptop for 3 months!! shit.

Anyway, adelia's mummy going to visit you all? so good!! why your mummy never come with her mummy? anyway u r so lucky to have 2weeks of holiday. The only holiday i will be having is a good friday this week. pathetic.

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