Tuesday, June 23, 2009
He finally passed away peacefully on 22 June 2009. Tml is the cremation. i dont know how everyone is going to take it. esp my mum. she cried so much even when seeing him in the coffin. i hate departures. but thats part of life. i keep telling myself he had suffered enough and he's very fortunate to have live till now with great grandchildren by his side. But tears still flow. i dont remember much of my childhood but the memory of him getting a stroke when i was in kindergarden is still fresh in my mind. Him slowly recovering from his stroke and then getting worst with more implications. I hope my grandmother can cope with it well and i believe she can do it with the help she's receiving from the church people.
Had gastric flu for the past 3 days. the pain is unbearable and the medicine is not working. but still i survived staying up whole night yest to look after the funeral place. Only had 3 hours of sleep today and im leaving soon as uni frends are on the way.. touched that they make the effort to come all the way from sch.
This is the first funeral that i have experienced of my loved ones and I hope we can all become stronger after this.
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
urghh..feeling really guilty right now. cant believe that i got mixed up of the date of my driving lesson!
the whole thing is really stupid..since i have quite a few tuitions now, i decided to write on my black board for the whole week which are days that i would be having tuition and driving lesson. so on sat, i dunoe why i went to wrote down that tml would be the driving lesson which in fact is today!
urghh.. for the past few days, im like 'thurs theres driving, thurs theres driving'. so when my driving instructor called at 7pm juz now..im really stunned. he waited for me for half an hr..haiz..feel really stupid and guilty about the whole thing. actually the appointment card he gave me did indicate that there would be penalty for last minute cancellation which is the fee for whole lesson..he didnt mention it lar but still i feel damn bad..=(
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;
Wednesday, June 03, 2009
went to visit my ahgong last sun. lots of security checks before we can go in and its really strictly 2 person at one go. so only get to see him for 15mins juz in case some relatives are trying to visit him since there are only 2 passes for visiting. thou im wearing the stupid mask but still i tink i caught a flu from there.
running nose was really bad yest so i went to polyclinic today. stepped into the main door and being stopped coz i got flu symptoms. haf to sit at the main door there for registration and wear the mask again. proceed to take the lift that is only for fever patients and then to the waiting area that is only for fever patients.
my queue number is F061. i tink the F stands for FEVER. feel damn sad lar. like some infectious patient lidat. doc gave me 2days of mc without even asking me if i need any. medicine collection and payment is done at that same area. the whole thing takes less than one hr which is a rare case for polyclinic. haha.
but the medicine dun really seem to work on me. nose is still leaking and throat is as pain. haiz. still tinking whether i shld go sch tml but i have already pack my bag and iron my clothes.
anyway heard from hp that she got acid burn. so scary...the whole thing is she's wearing 2 layers (labcoat and jeans) but the acid still manage to cause a blister on her thigh.
tink i should start saving for an insurance soon. haha.
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;
