BEAUTIFUL MISTAKE

Sunday, May 27, 2007

i officially declare that no more online shopping for me until i received all my stuffs. had bought a bag on friday thru online again. its like a routine for me to view the website everyday. i better kick that habit away. went facial alone yesterday and ended up buying a toner. total damage is $84. then went to sy house and she help me to do my french manicure. thanx ma~

after almost coughing my lungs out i went to see the doc on friday. the doc is trying to check for signs of dengue fever as im running a fever. im like am i dying?? but im still not recovering until now. after this whole thing i swear that i would make vitamins my best frend and stick with them forever.

work has been boring past few days. no more slacking for me. my current task is to photocopy lots of information for my data entry. i learnt that i had to be fierce and not appear weak in front of those people so that they will not bully me. if they are fierce to me, i had to be even more bitchy to them. thats the way to survive this job. i dont like it at all.

later will be meeting to celebrate hp bday. think i will super tired as i just had my medicine but most prob it would end fast. feel like going shopping alone but i am on a tight budget. i shall lock myself up for the next 2 weeks to save up. no more spending~

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Tuesday, May 22, 2007

i juz cant get well. falling sick is like my best frend. tagging me all the time for the past 3weeks. why do i have to contribute my hard earned money to those docs. anyway i insisted on not seeing doc this time although the flu is on for a few days. i just dont want to waste any more money.

work is shit too. i can finally see the ugly side of office ppl. just becoz im a temp data entry staff doesnt mean that i can be treated like shit. stupid old woman. and the whole thing is i got no voice to say her back. shit her. hate to work but im on the bloody contract. can some nice things happen to me? the only fun thing about work is that i can go online. at least i can chat on msn when i dont feel like working or when there's nothing for me to do. the bad thing is i had been spending on online shopping. bought 8 masks and 2 tops. im so excited. its like first time doing all these and its quite fun actually. but the risk is quite high actually. im so addicted to it that i have to view it everyday.

this month expenses have been too high. i would only be earning like 400 but i have already exceeded my spending.

$50 : shopping (fancl mild cleansing oil & le'range skirt)
$50: online shopping
$80: mother's day dinner
$150: docs fee
$50: bakerzin treat for sy
$50: facial coming up this sat
$30: pedicure coming up next tues
$50: at least for joyce's wedding next thurs
$30: hp bday present
$70: rebonding

i tink there's more. wait till i get my uob bill. i will update again coz the bank is drying up. the whole thing is. i had not get what i want. a new wallet, a new hp, a new bag, my school fees and lots more.

oh yar. at least i have $200 all thanx to being 21 years old this year. yeah. teresa and adelia, do u all know about the gst package? you all are also $200 richer!

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Wednesday, May 16, 2007

it seems like bad luck has been following me lately. Below is the list of bad luck things following me.

1. admitted to A&E last night all thanx to food poisoning on last thurs. the doc says that food poisoning will cause vomitting, diahorrea and gastric. i have them all within these 6 days. by right, the gastric pain will be okay after drinking the medicine but i just vomitted them all out after drinking. the 60ml medicine is just disgusting. the doc had to give me an injection to prevent vomiting. drank another 30ml of that medicine again. mummy and i waited from 2am to 6am. i told myself that even if the pain is still there i will just go home. currently im drinking some stuff which taste like orange juice to prevent me from dehydrating. falling sick is shit.

2. the number keypad on my laptop is spoiled. i juz found out that the damn acer service center is at jurong. i will juz wait until the day that i cant stand not being able to press the 'number one' then i will go and repair my laptop. ya. im that busy (lazy).

3.work so far is okay. juz never realised that data entry is so hard. so much things to remember. it is really not just keying data. anyway i made a new frend named gen at there. she's working the same stuff as me just that she is being paid $6.50/hr coz she is not thru agent. my bloody agent is earning $0.50 from me every hour and that's going to continue for 2 months. the worst thing is i had to submit my timesheet personally to her every 2 weeks. means going down to taka every 2 weeks after work. she thinks im that free.

4. isetan sales is just tml and i only reserve a skirt and a top. why isit that all the nice stuff are gone during sales?

5. im officially broke. spend more than $150 seeing docs within these 2weeks. why isit that the more i earn, the more i spend? the thing is i havent even started earning money and im on mc today already.

can all these bad luck stuff just stop pestering me?

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

Saturday, May 12, 2007

its 1:15am and i couldnt sleep. all thanx to the long nap this afternoon. the diarrhea is killing me. the toliet is my best hangout place now. why am i sick?? i want to enjoy my this short break before work starts!! i swear i will never eat sushi in my entire life again. this is like the second time sushi is causing me problems. mummy makes me drink what brown sugar water which taste not bad coz its sweet but it does not cure at all. i had eaten so much medicine but none of them works. and becoz of all these medicine, i stop taking my acne medicine so there's still lots of pimples on my chest area! help!!!

collected my tuition fee today! yeah another 200 bucks for my shopping! Great Singapore sales is starting on 25may. i shall not buy anything now and wait for the gss. hmm. hope that i do not have to wear office clothing for that admin job but most prob i have to. nvm! next thurs is isetan sales! i can go joop! haha.

tuition today is cancelled again coz the student is sick. means i will have the whole sat to 'nua' at home. my room is still in a mess. have moved back for more than one week and there's still one big box of stuff lying down there. there's no space in my room for all my notes. i want to get that white nice cute cupboard from ikea!!

hope that i can get well by sun morning. i want to go kbox!!

my hair doesnt look rebonded at all. its even worst now. urghh!!

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

Thursday, May 10, 2007

although my stomach is not feeling well but i still want to blog! Im starting work next tues!! yeah! actually i really had given up hope for finding a job. it seems like i had send in countless of resumes and no one call. can you imagine that how many recruit express agents that i have sign up for? 4 of them!coz hp told me that if your agent does not call you within five days, it means you have to move on to the next agent.

while i was at the recruit express centre, i finally realised why i couldnt find a job. the centre was full with ppl coming for interviews. all wanting part time jobs. Anyway, i was supposed to meet joyce and jacki at taka for joyce to pass me her wedding invitation card. it was a cd not a card! so special rite. im going to watch it later. so after my interview, i went to meet them and we had lunch at sakae which terribly sucks coz its having a war in my stomach right now. straight away after the lunch, my agent call to tell me i got the job! overall, i really felt very lucky that i got the job on seeing so many ppl filling up the form with me although its only $6/hr but im juz glad that i dont have to stay at home all day. the co is called Ghim Li Global specialising in textiles. the agent told me that abercrombie is under them. i shall find out next tues!haha.

after signing my contract,i went to find jacki again and she let me try lots of perfume! she's working at the perfume counter in taka and can get 35% off all perfumes! after that me and joyce walk to The Cathy where she gave out more invitation cards and she treated me Starbucks ice chocolate! yummy!

oh yar, yesterday went to changi beach with korkor. it was quite fun although he didnt get to suntan (lucky me! i dont want to get tan!). he taught me how to drop stones in the water so that they can jump jump jump and if i could do it, he will treat me sakura. obviously after throwing for so long, i still couldnt do it.

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Monday, May 07, 2007

finally i can post. something is wrong with blogger or izzit my comp again. i had been spending so much lately. im broke. yesterday i finally went to rebond my hair with sy and qj. it's not bad. i have shorter fringe but its not dolly fringe. juz hope that the rebonding will last. went to see the doc for the acne on my body. the doc juz keep telling mi lots of chemical names as if i will know even though i study chemistry. anyway hope that the medicine works coz it cost mi a bomb. later i will be treating papa and mama at miramar hotel for the dinner buffet for mother's day. another bomb. i still cant find a job. something must be very wrong with my resume. or is it me?

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Thursday, May 03, 2007

exams are over!! yeah yeah! okie actually not that happy..just glad that the nightmare is over. no more studying for the next 3 months. no more maths and physics forever. anyway, going for this job interview by the agency tml. dont really feel like going coz there's still no job yet. juz an interview. but i really hope that i can find a job soon so juz go and try my luck. i had send out like 20 over applications but only a few called back. in fact im not really interested in those. haiz. i should stop being so choosey and take whatever it's given to me.

i finally moved back home today! mummy was so good that she took train all the way down to help me pack my stuff. Actually most of them was already packed but since she insisted on coming down to see my room for the last time, so just let her be. she wonders how i climb the 8 storeys of stairs everyday. haha.

Spiderman 3 was very nice!! teresa when u come back we must watch together again. it's really a nice show. you will sure love it. Anyway yesterday i went shopping with my roomie and i bought a mango black top. yes, juz a simple black top. i think im mad. haha. after that we went to meet the rest for dinner at Sun & Moon in Wheelock. It's quite a traditional jap restaurant and the food is not bad. but when we went there, the waitresses were all not there yet so the manager serves us. she is a japanese girl and we couldnt communicate at all. haha. ya. sy i know i promised you i will treat u this when i get my first pay. make sure u come out with something nice this sun okie. haha.

after movies, we went taka to buy some tibits and then head back to our hall. we had a mahjong night and all slept at 5am. woke up at 8:30am and i had not slept until now. i think i am seriously lack of sleep. papa still say later want play mahjong. i think i will faint at the mahjong table. haha.

tml is a boring day except going for the interview and tuition at the night. that's what i hate about after exams. depression starts sinking in when i couldnt get a job. dont ask me to rest. i juz cant do it. spend the whole day today watching youtube. i havent even unpack all my stuff from the boxes. im so sleepy~~

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Tuesday, May 01, 2007

i hate studying!! It's getting more horrible day by day with each paper ending. Getting so demoralised by the papers. it's like studying so much and cant do. i juz practically leave blank in so many parts. everyone was saying its tough. does that means we would fail? most prob not coz they will moderate. but it's just saddening that you study so hard and cant do. one more paper to go. this counting down is getting so tiring.

had applied for a few jobs but no one called yet!!! i want to work!! but my choices are really very limited all because of my tuitions. i cant apply for sales at all. but i dont want to give up my tuition. im only left with admin job which no one wants me coz i got no experience. how??

will be staying in hall these 2 days until my exams are over on wed. going to watch spiderman 3 on wed. Teresa!! can u get to watch it in adelaide? how i wish you will be back so we can watch together like the last 2 times. sad!! nvm when u come back we will watch dvd together again! haha.

okie. its time for me to sleep. tml's another horrible day. HAppy Labour DAy!!

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;