Sunday, April 06, 2008
thot that i could do some studying tonight but in the end i still come online.
received a sms frm hp telling me that our results for the thermodynamics test is out. i checked and saw that i got 38/100. 24 ppl passed out of the 200+ ppl in my course.
shld i be actually happy that i still managed to get into the top 70 despite failing? or shld i be sad that i studied for an open book test and i still failed it?
dunoe lar.. mixed feelings. it seems harder and harder to force myself to study everyday. even if i put my whole heart into studying lk this open book i still fail it.
lab test today was shocking too. it came out almost exactly lk the experiment qns. i shld have juz memorise all the answers. anyway finally im done with all the lab reports for this sem. at least 1 module down. 6 more modules to go. hope i can juz survive this.
teresa is back next week. at least theres someone to call me to let me complain.haha. glad that u are coming back soon.
ade is going to kill me i knw. its hard to survive alone but after all these u will learn to be a stronger person.=)
going to chinatown tml with sy to collect our tickets for the bangkok trip on 11th May to 14th May. but there seems to be alot of things unsettled. haiz. planning a trip is always tiring. juz hope that everything will turn out fine.
okie time to sleep. provided i can sleep without dreaming of the 38marks.
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;