Tuesday, June 23, 2009
He finally passed away peacefully on 22 June 2009. Tml is the cremation. i dont know how everyone is going to take it. esp my mum. she cried so much even when seeing him in the coffin. i hate departures. but thats part of life. i keep telling myself he had suffered enough and he's very fortunate to have live till now with great grandchildren by his side. But tears still flow. i dont remember much of my childhood but the memory of him getting a stroke when i was in kindergarden is still fresh in my mind. Him slowly recovering from his stroke and then getting worst with more implications. I hope my grandmother can cope with it well and i believe she can do it with the help she's receiving from the church people.
Had gastric flu for the past 3 days. the pain is unbearable and the medicine is not working. but still i survived staying up whole night yest to look after the funeral place. Only had 3 hours of sleep today and im leaving soon as uni frends are on the way.. touched that they make the effort to come all the way from sch.
This is the first funeral that i have experienced of my loved ones and I hope we can all become stronger after this.
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;